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Monday, November 07, 2011

hello xanga

xanga, I remember those days when i used to write on you quite often. Those days were simple and fun. I miss those times. Go to the mall, catch a movie, go to graces, go to the rec, play some ball, hit the pool, play video games late at night and sleep over a friend's house. Now, i'm in grad school and i feel like i hafta grow up and be responsible! gah so lame! When's recess? When's nap time? Sometimes I wish i could go back and relive my childhood days. But i guess it's time to grow up..


Saturday, November 06, 2010

isaiah 6:1-8

 1 In the year that King Uzziah died, I saw the Lord, high and exalted, seated on a throne; and the train of his robe filled the temple. 2 Above him were seraphim, each with six wings: With two wings they covered their faces, with two they covered their feet, and with two they were flying. 3 And they were calling to one another:

   “Holy, holy, holy is the LORD Almighty;
   the whole earth is full of his glory.”

 4 At the sound of their voices the doorposts and thresholds shook and the temple was filled with smoke.

 5 “Woe to me!” I cried. “I am ruined! For I am a man of unclean lips, and I live among a people of unclean lips, and my eyes have seen the King, the LORD Almighty.”

 6 Then one of the seraphim flew to me with a live coal in his hand, which he had taken with tongs from the altar. 7 With it he touched my mouth and said, “See, this has touched your lips; your guilt is taken away and your sin atoned for.”

 8 Then I heard the voice of the Lord saying, “Whom shall I send? And who will go for us?”

   And I said, “Here am I. Send me!”


Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Jeremiah 17:5-10

This is what the LORD says:
"Cursed is the one who trusts in man,
who depends on flesh for his strength
and whose heart turns away from the LORD.

He will be like a bush in the wastelands;
he will not see prosperity when it comes.
He will dwell in the parched places of the desert,
in a salt land where no one lives.

"But blessed is the man who trusts in the LORD,
whose confidence is in him.

He will be like a tree planted by the water
that sends out its roots by the stream.
It does not fear when heat comes;
its leaves are always green.
It has no worries in a year of drought
and never fails to bear fruit."

The heart is deceitful above all things
and beyond cure.
Who can understand it?

"I the LORD search the heart
 and examine the mind,
to reward a man according to his conduct,
according to what his deeds deserve." -Jeremiah 17:5-10


Sunday, May 16, 2010

This Broken Heart

There is a fragile place deep within
This place has been broken and shattered
This place bleeds relentlessly for a deep love
Who shall offer such peace?

It sits alone in the cold
And aches for a little warmth
Externally it looks fine
Internally it cries to be held

It reminisces on easier times
When life was simple and abundant
It holds on to moments of melting bliss
Where time stood still

It has locked up these memories
in hidden chambers
It blocks out those who try to enter
and withdraws to its empty prison

It is oppressed with heavy burdens
And haunted by vain regrets
It dwells over the past
And is consumed by its failures

It finds no rest
It knows no peace
It feels nothing but aching pain
Who shall heal these wounds?

It refuses to let go
It doesn't know how to move on
Its uneasy, afflicted, and damaged
Who can cure such a condition?

It has blinded itself from the light
And is consumed by dark thoughts
It has been swallowed into the abyss
Where time cannot heal its scars

It drowns in its tears
Longing to hear a voice
It suffocates, gasping for just a single breath
Who can offer such hope?

What used to burn with fiery passion
Has become dull and apathetic
Its world has become blurry and colorless
It is aloof, dejected, and discouraged

What used to be full of flavor
is now tasteless and bland
It is downcast and gray
Who shall draw the sunlight?

Wrapping itself in a hollow cocoon
its numbs itself from feeling
It drifts off into a daydream
Because the truth hurts too much

It tries to hold it all together
But realizes that it wasn't meant to be
These happy endings only exist in fairy tales
Who shall deliver it out of its misery?

It has forgotten the sound of laughter
It guards itself from being hurt again
It doesn't know who it can trust
So it turns to counterfeit promises

It is troubled with anxiety
It is restless and weary
It beats uncontrollably
Hoping that someone come

It desperately tries to survive
through all its pain and suffering
All its shields have been stripped away
Who shall rescue it from this chaos?

It is tossed by the raging sea
And swept by the frantic wind
It has vulnerably allowed itself to be captured
Who shall calm this storm?

It covers itself in shame
And is eaten away by guilt
It wallows in its despair
And pleads for forgiveness

It hides itself from the truth
and is lead astray by lies
It is trapped in delusions
and false realities

It searches its depths for a way out
But each road leads to a dead end
The world has come crashing down
and no stars remain in its sky

These fallen branches
are without green
They lie lifeless on the ground
where they rot and fade away

It has been trampled on
kicked, beaten, and neglected
It goes left unheard and unseen
It feels ignored and forgotten

It whimpers in the sh
adow of loneliness
It sees nothing but dark emptiness
It has lost its willpower to fight
It is weak, bruised, and defeated

Does such a love and grace exist?
Will someone come to redeem the lost?
What shall make it whole again?
Who shall heal this broken heart?



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